Heart Aches
So, I had a really good Saturday. I had breakfast with my Grandparents and my Aunt and Uncle, then I got the grass cut, and cleaned my car inside and out. I did my grocery shopping, my laundry, and got to start reading The Fault in Our Stars . However, I am having a little bit of a hard time now that I am sitting alone at 8:45pm with nothing to do but grading and/or house cleaning. Seeing everyone's pictures with their families on Facebook is making my heart ache a little. I had just hoped so much to have my own little family by now. While I am ridiculously happy for my friends, their husbands, and their beautiful kids, it is just so hard to have patience. I have so many thoughts running through my mind and it is hard to have a racing mind and a lot of time on your hands. I think I have gotten so used to being busy that when I sit alone quietly, I just don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to bug my friends or beg people to hang out with me. I don't want to be...