Brain on Overload
I have had so much on my mind the past two weeks and it has been a while since I wrote anything down. This entry may be a bit all over the place, but that's sort of how my brain feels at the moment. Today is one of those bittersweet days. My heart is feeling a bit heavy because I am seeing so much baby news on Facebook and in my daily life. On one hand, I am incredibly happy for my friends, family, and strangers with growing bellies and expanding families, but on the other hand, my heart is just aching that I'm not in that club yet. I am trying really hard not to dwell on it and keep myself occupied. On Mother's Day, a good friend at church said to me, "Happy Mother's Day Sarah. You are like a Mom to all of our kids." I don't think she realized how much that meant to me. The sermon at church last week really hit home (it was all about how being a Mom didn't necessarily mean biologically and how motherhood is such a diverse topic for so many people)...